Singing used to be my greatest fear – at times I could not bring myself to sing even if I was alone in my room. The fear of my voice being heard by family and friends inhibited me from my own self-expression. However, the guitar showed me that a disposition towards love and growth, coupled with persistence and practice, can overcome those strong feelings of self-doubt. Though I still battle with subconscious self-doubt and judgment around my voice today, I can happily and wholeheartedly sing in front of hundreds of people, and I have the guitar to thank for that.
I’m now 22 years old and I am eternally grateful for all that I have been able to accomplish in 5 years. I’ve played around 60 live shows, started multiple bands, and shared the love and power of music with so many people. The path has not always been easy. I sounded like shit for a good while, but my commitment to my discipline every day has contributed to my growth as an artist.
There is an abundance of musical memories I hold near and dear to my heart, but the most outstanding sunbeams of passion and overwhelming love have come from Dead Set’s annual sunset mountain shows. The whole band puts on a free show above the ocean, hitching our equipment up the mountains for an unforgettable night under the stars. The show attracts the presence of hundreds of radiant brothers and sisters in an appreciation for the love of life, music, nature, and each other. Gazing under the wonder of all earthly elements, dancing under the full moon, smiles shining so brightly, soulful music, and eternal love – it brings upon us a swell of emotion and intimacy, propagated by a wave of creativity. A symphony of love.